All you get is a note

A whole life in a note

We’ve been dreading the sound

I wish I could just enfold you and everyone in my arms

In a pocket of time

In my pocket it’s fine

I wish I could just enfold you and everyone in my arms

Everyone marching through

Spinning like tops around you

Blurry and screeching over

Slivers of glass

Help him down

Help him die

Everybody’s saying they’re okay

But everybody’s saying a lie

To aid an ailing son

Move him to the bed and back again

It’s the best thing you’ve ever done

It’s the best thing

You’ve ever done

It’s the best thing you’ve ever done

You can’t be persuasive

When the body attacks

I wish I could enfold you and everyone in my arms

I wish I could enfold you and everyone in my arms

Begin

Taking it down

Tomorrow

We’ll be leaving town

Leaving town

Leaving town

Tomorrow we’ll be leaving town

All you get

Is the insurance

I wish I could just enfold you and everyone in my arms

In a pocket of time

In my pocket it’s fine

I wish I could just enfold you

And everyone in my arms

And everyone in my arms

What’s a turret anyways

I don’t understand a word he says 

It’s cutting in cutting into me

It’s cutting in cutting in to me

How to keep it for myself

How to get it back

All I had amassed

All I had amassed

How to ruin it all before you leave

How to ruin it all before you leave

Leave

Following, it’s faint, its faint

escaping , explain, it's plain to me

Cheerleading, and everythings eclipsed

With a husk over my hips

You’ve tainted all

All the pages 

I’m scared I can’t

Can’t escape this

Escape

This room can be barren

It offers me nothing now

Where it all takes place

Luxury is vile

I am lying in wait below

Heavy appendage, hanging down low

Heavy appendage hanging down low

low

I wanna be your girl again

Everything’s melting into common sense

I’m running to that world again

Wrap your arms like a blanket

I wanna be your girl again

Make a little room in you for me to live in

I’m running to that world again

Everything in me like a rocket

Sh sh sh Rocket

rocket

Rocket

Rocket

You make a magnet of my gut

Flailing around inside the cut

It’s dredging me through the muck

Pulling me apart till I self destruct

I wanna be your girl again

Everything’s melting like it’s common sense

I’m running to your world again

Shooting right through me like a rocket

Rocket

Rocket  

Rocket

Rocket

You want me there

Just to sit on your floor

And you say you care

But I feel it low

You walk me home

Just to walk out the door

And you want me yours

But you want me closed

You want something

That you don’t know

And you’ll track me down

If I let you go

(You want me there

Just to sit on the floor

And you say you care

But I feel it low)

You’ll save me from my friends and then you’ll save me from my parents

And you’ll save me from the danger that is everywhere apparent

I don’t tend to break the silence on these issues that we’re sharing

Break 100 times inside it but it’s not at me you’re staring

You’ll save me from yourself and then you’ll turn and it’s not you

And you’re telling me you’re sorry for the things I put you through

You want to know I love you but you need to know I lose

And I want you and it hurts me and I don’t know what to do

Thanks for the wishes the wishes well wishes the wishes for my health

Wanted to feel a range now I feel more than I thought I could feel by myself

I want a night that burns so well

It kills me while I’m asleep

I want a night that burns so long 

There isn’t a chance to weep

Feeling it all like I was 15

I wanna sit this I wanna sit this one out

I wanna sit this I wanna sit this I wanna sit this one out

I wanna sit this I wanna sit this I wanna sit this one out

I want a night that burns so dark

You can’t see your way to the street

I want a night that burns so hot

You’ll never know what you’ll never find, you can say that’s what you’ll never need

Need

Wait

I cannot keep myself from danger

I am strong as a baby in a manger

Faith

It’s what keeps me from getting broken

Oh god it hurts to always leave it open

Cause I’m the one who lost control

To tell you the truth

I think I lost control

And I’m the one who sold my soul

To tell you the truth

I think I sold my soul

To someone else

Someone else

Someone else

Else

Thanks

You could have crushed me like a tin can

When your feet are wheels and I am just a woman

Now

I don’t feel like I was inside her

Laying bent on the road screaming for a doctor

Cause I’m the one who lost control

To tell you the truth

I think I lost control

And I’m the one who sold my soul

To tell you the truth

I think I sold my soul

To someone else

Someone else

Someone else

Else

Blood is gonna set me free

Blood is tryna speak through me

Justice is the knife twist in

And justice tastes like sweet revenge

Forgive, for pity

Pity pity pity

So far from my hands

For the masses

Destruction comes at a cost

Noone’s won till everybody’s lost

You’ll be fossilized as your evil now

There’ll be nothing left for them to disembowel

Forgive, for pity

Pity pity pity

So far from my hands

For the masses 

Forgiveness is unforgivable

The tar and feathering it spreads

Horned and ugly as you stand

You look at me looking straight from hell

You look at me looking straight from hell

Where have all the good boys gone

The list is as long as my arm

To see what happens around the hedge

To see you leave someone for dead

It gives me grief that I can’t cry

I’m losing touch of what’s divine

I’m losing touch of what’s divine

Crashing like a bug on a windowpane

Flashing me a breath like you’ve gone insane

There’s humor in the lust, humor in the pain

And the holding me up from the hungry drain

I can handle us driving through the mountainside

And my hand under yours cause it’s trapped inside

And the wheel to and fro like a secret tide

In the valley down below that we sleep inside

What I got was my dinner in a toilet bowl

And me crying in your face cause your dad’s a fool

And you gave it to me straight you left nothing out

And I think I really want what you’re really all about

I’m crashing like a bug on the

And you’re not here to break my fall

I’m crashing like a bug on the

My guts are spewed all on the wall

I’m crashing like a bug on the

And you’re not here to take my fall

I’m crashing like a bug on the

My guts are spewed all on the wall

My guts are spewed all on the wall

My guts are spewed all on the wall

The rustle in the leaves in the summer air

And the rustle in the sheets and the clothes you wear

And the rustle I believe that it takes me there

To your house and your body and your searing stare

In the seam of the words that you seem to say

Is the seep of the honey that you give away

In the beast of the burden that you seem to play

I will give you what I give you

It all felt a falter to here

Standing on fresh legs

The answer did not appear

Choose my words, kindly

All the planes we fly land on me

Yanking like roots from beneath

Tearing muscle till I can’t 

Speak

Hold my hand

It’s quiet

Hold my face like it’s precious

Now I’m burning through the mess

Sear me with your bright light holiness

Feel you name beneath my dress

Waving breaking through my chest

Hold my hand

It’s quiet

Hold my face like it’s precious

Still don’t know why we couldn’t 

Hold my hand 

it’s quiet